29 APRIL 2004

M.R M.A.N by Alicia Keys

Somethin' about the way you smiled at me juss drove me wild
Wish I could know if your alone, don't wanna cramp you style
But I cannot deny the feel that I feel when I look straight through your eyes
Feel my heart beating fast for her challenge may you try(?)

I wanna know if you feel the way I do (I do)
I wanna know if theres a chance for me and you (and you)
If theres no way, meet at the bar and you say can't (you can't)
Cuz I don't wanna be, I don't wanna be. I don't wanna be
Unfair to Mr. Man, unfair to Mr.Man, Unfair to Mr.Man, unfair to Mr.Man, unfair

Like they way you've given me attention through the nite
Maybe I've had too much for me, my man's right by my side
Everytime I catch you watchin' me I feel somethin' down my spine
I play the game, it's juss for fun and only for tonite

I wanna know what makes you feel the way you do (you do)
I think you hopin' theres a chance for me and you (and you)
Should I meet you at the bar and say we can't? (we can't)
If theres no way meet at the bar and youn say can't (you can't)
Unfair to Mr. Man, unfair to Mr.Man, Unfair to Mr.Man, unfair to Mr.Man,unfair to Mr.Man

I know all you wanna know is answers
Cuz you could gimme what I need
We both know that we're attracted
Should we let our deisres lead?

I wanna know what makes you feel the way you do (you do)
I think you hopin' theres a chance for me and you (and you)
Should I meet you at the bar and say we can't? (we can't)
If theres no way meet at the bar and youn say can't (you can't)
Unfair to Mr. Man, unfair to Mr.Man, Unfair to Mr.Man, unfair to Mr.Man,unfair to Mr.Man

25 APRIL 2004

najwa's current top 10

1) f**k it (I don't want you back) --- eamon
2) suga suga --- Baby Bash
3) the reason --- Hoobastank
4) superstar --- jamelia
5) tainted love --- Living End
6) The middle --- jimmy eat world
7) NowWhy2 --- OAG
8) Hey mama --- The Black Eyed Peas
9) dance with my father --- luther vandross
10) Killin' me softly --- The Fugees

22 APRIL 2004

Super-exhausted today!Got classes from 10 a.m till 6 p.m straight...Nuthin' interesting happened to me except for one little incident or more like an accident that involved a poor little posum..Me and huda saw a posum being hit-and-run by a car!!You poor lil' thing...It barely survived...And oh,I have added a new link under the pics|sketches bit..Feel free to browse through the pictures of me and my peeps..Whut else ya?Just watched GTO,the movie plus the special edition of it..Recommended!!One of my fave anime besides GetBackers...I just wish that I have my comics with me right me now..Plus,I missed my skul band vewy vewy much!I wish I could play the lovely snare again..*SIGH*..Do some formation and stuff with the other bandgirls..Pastuh,gimmicks percussion..Nak sangat main Valero balik..At least,orchestra aah..Sweet sweet memories..How I wish I could....

21 APRIL 2004

insiden pagi selasa

I've got 2 pracs due today..So,kene la gie lab session 8-10 pagi..giler awal..Note to myself:Lain kali jgn skali2 select session prac pagi2 bute nih..Sampai lab,punye la ramai manusia yg berhempas-pulas nak siapkan prac..Tak suke tol suasana camnih...Sumer org nampak tension je..Ape taknye...Abes je cuti seminggu,terus kene hantar prac..Hari Selasa lak tuh...Apsal la pilh hari awal2 minggu...kan dah susah..Neways,sbb tutor tak cukup kaki dan tangan nak mark prac,extended to next week's Tuesday..Biler dengar tuh,fooh..Lega2..At least,aderla mase nak siapkan betul2...Nih yg membuatkan aku bertambah saaaaayang kat tutor tuh...Julie Chan:rawk on!!

18 APRIL 2004

Sunday blues....

Woke up wif a not-so-good feeling coz uni will start tomorrow....*sigh*....I wish UQ easter break is longer cam bebudak Adelaide..envy2....Currently in the mood of listening to lagu2 Melayu...Just realized that Anuar Zain can really sing!What a discovery..Before nih,sangat tak suke die coz I reckon his voice was a lil' bit bizarre..Hrmm....I have nothin more to say today...Sorry peeps...Just don't fell like spilling out my thoughts..Later!

"Masa yang Berkat Itu Adalah Anugerah Allah SWT"

15 SEPTEMBER 2004

M.O.V.I.E.W.O.R.L.D

I am back peeps!!I had a 3-day autumn camp at Midginbill Hill...Now,I am back and really need to update this thing...I am not gonna spill out the experience that I got from the camp coz if I did,3 hari 3 malam pun tak tentu buleh habes...In short,it was super-wonderful!Even though exhausted,it was all worthwhile...:)

As you could've guessed frm the title,me,huda,saf and ansary went to movieworld today...Lom sempat tarik nafas after the camp,dah outing lagik...It was tremendously fun!Gelak cam nak gile,jerit tahap mak enon,sian Ansary kene bear with us..Siap kene jaga bag lagi tuh..Hehe..jasamu ku kenang!!

I am too lazy to type guys,so I would just put 2 pictures from my trip to movieworld that were too cute not to be shared..

kanak-kanak riang..

charlie's angels 3

11 APRIL 2004

Happily ever after.....

Saf arrived yesterday frm Melbourne..So,this morning we took her to the Sunday market,rummaging thru the knick-knacks and stuff..Quite fun coz it had been quite a while since I my last time there..
Me,aishah,kimah,wan,liza n izwan,ili and of course Saf wandered around the market until around 12 and then we headed home..

Sampai umah,I thought of starting my piles of assignments but the temptation to watch the latest season of Sex and The City was much more greater..Hence,I succumbed to it and watched 4 SATC episodes straight..Including the final episode...
It was soooo heart-warming...Sorry guys,for those who are also avid fans of SATC,don't read this ok..It'll totally spoil the excitement..
So,here goes...Just summaries of the ending...:)

Miranda got married to Steve and moved to Brooklyn...
Samantha was diagnosed with breast cancer and Smith was so supportive and stayed loyal and actually helped her through the difficult situation..
Charlotte and her hubby went oriental when they finally got an adopted baby from China...
And of course,my fave gal,Carrie ended up with..guess who?BIG!!I was nearly in tears,when Big went to get her back in Paris..(oh,did I mention that initially,Carrie moved to Paris with the Russian guy but things didn't work out so well..)..It was all so touching..And of course there was always something to be learnt from the story...:)
So,don't miss out on this season's SATC....You'll regret it if you do!

Kla,I need to go to huda's,kene potong bawang sbb esok nak pegi autumn gathering....And somone pls remind me to finish my packing..
Have a good Easter break!

9 APRIL 2004

ada apa dengan nama?...

A list of my nicknames that I still remember...Created by my friends,just for the fun of it and also said by foreigners who seemed to have loads of problems pronouncing my name...

NAD-ZUA
called by my chinese bio teacher in high school,Mrs.Chong..still remember when she checked our class attendance,she'd call my name out loud,perfected wif her chinese-accent,"nad-zua!!" or the time when she asked me tonnes of bio questions..for some reasons die suke tanye me soalan,considering tht i wasn't that good in bio mmg sgt pelik..cam takde org lain jek..haa..maybe she just wanna called my so-sweet-name over and over again..

NA-WA
for some reasons,this person couldn't pronounce 'j'..pelat kot..

NASHUA
gile funny...how did they come up with this?

NAW-JA
it's either this person silap dengar or simply didn't know how to spell..hello?!!.NAJWA and NAW-JA are 2 different sounds tau....

NAJ
started by my secondary english teacher..this is my fav i think,coz there's no way ppl would pronounce it wrongly..short and simple...

WA-WA
initiated by Baya,my friend in hi-skul..

NA-JIWA
just for the fun of teasing me...but i did let them get away with this coz i created even worse nicknames for them..:)

NAJI-NAJI
thanks to Huda,my name sounded more ingenious and funky!

JU-JU (as in na-JU-wa,and they took the JU out and called me that..)
don't ever call me by this name!!Terase cam name coklat yg ala-ala DingDang or Tora-->Tora dtg lagi dgn permainan gasing berlampu..!!

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I have changed my tune..taken from HONEY soundtrack..If you guys have watched the movie,you'll know better laa...Ciao!

4 APRIL 2004

ONE HAPPY SUNDAY...

With regard to the title above,I just wanted to tell you guys that me and my osmet went for retail therapy@Indro today...My Sundays were normally mundane..So,having a day out with my beloved osmet(mmuuaahhkkss!) was truly worthwile and satisfying.(Hey,we should do this more often ya!)

There are times when I enjoy a quiet nite in..Just me in my room,with candles all around me,listening to some soothing-to-the-ear music while totally engrossed in a gud book....

And there are times that I just want to chill wif my buddies..Whether,it's a movie,having long conversations over coffee,eating out,or just a walk in the park,it doesn't really matter..Yg pentingnye,the feeling of security and bliss being surrounded by people that you love...

Hoping that we can have a nite out soon!

2 APRIL 2004

A penny for my own thought...
"You’ll drive yourself insane if you listen to every single thing that people say about you"

I am in quite a joyous mood (that you could possibly imagine).Reasons being:

1)Today is FrIDay
2)It's the last day of uni and no class for me today
3)Just had my demo of VB yesterday.Really glad that it's over and done with..
4)Plan to chill out wif ma' homies tonite!
   (REALLY need to do this,as the past week has been a nightmare...)
5)Will have vanilla candles lit up in my room...Dah lame tak buat..Gotta luv the sweet scent...
6)Gonna change my wallpaper of the board in my room..I just love doing this,since forever...
7)Nak makan Nandos!!
8)Gonna watch movies that i've downloaded(thanks to ShareScan!)..Starting from Honey,and then,Gothika,pastuh,LOTR(tok ntah ke-brapa kalinye..),followed by Once Upon a Time in Mexico and lastly Princess Bride..:D

30 MARCH 2004

facts of life..

FACT # 1:
Having a stiff neck is a real pain in the butt!!

FACT # 2:
Knowing that you need to redirect your face between looking at the computer screen and the assignment sheet for quite a number of times is making it even worse!!!..
Not happy,Jen....

28 MARCH 2004

ma and my restlessness

I am emotionally unstable at the moment..I just need some space..
Need to reflect and rethink what I've done in the past few days..
I am not normally like this,being quite terribly disturbed psychologically..
I hate being in a situation where I feel insecure,miserable and gloomy
(don't they mean the same?..)
Probably too much things on my mind rite now..
I am not up for anything..I need to breathe..
As for now,I think I'll be better off with minimum social contact..
Before my emotional insecurity gets the better of me and someone might actually get offended/hurt..

"Whatever misfortune happens to you,
is because on the things your hands have wrought,
and for many (of them) He grants forgiveness"--42[30]

From You I seek forgiveness,guide me to the right path,grant me serenity
and ease my troubled mind.....A.M.I.N

26 MARCH 2004

me : on why a guy would rather shave his head with a chainsaw than go shopping with a girl?

Ntahlaa..tol ke?I never went on a shopping spree wif a guy..I mean,a guy who would go with you from one shop to another,rummaging through stuffs on sale,asking his opinion on which colour suits you better,yada..yada..yada..

Kalau pernah pun,we went to the same mall and then we went our separate ways looking for what we wanted..Even my dad can only stand the first half an hour of shopping wif my mum + me..Pastuh,die akan buat gaya2 buhsanz,garu2 kepala sket and pastuh cakap "ayah tunggu kat sane dulu,eh?"..
If I went shopping wif my dad(which only happens in times of emergency),cam kejap gile..Gi kedai,amik barang yang nak,bayar pastuh balik..As simple as that..

Are we hard to please?Probably....(doesn't apply to everyone though)
We might be fussy and particular at times(or more like all the time)..
And our level of 'fussiness' can reach a stage where guys would lose their
cool and would rather shave their heads with a chainsaw..

Sebnanye,tak tau nak cakap ape..Bear with me,eih?
Anyways,I'm listening to the pumpin' beat of in da club frm IH..mini-bunker kot,Friday nite.....Havva a lovely weekend everyone!

24 MARCH 2004

Lazing like there's no tomorrow..

I am like,totally doomed big time..Had quite a rocky start with my project..Hopefully it’ll get better..Journals for Org.Behaviour-not yet finished,Information Science assignment-not yet started,Web Info.System prac-stuck in the middle..So many things,yet so little time..I know, I know, I shouldn’t be complaining and might as well get started with my assignments,rite?But why am I sooo busy updating this insignificant blog? Somebody please,get me off the PC rite now!

Anyways, as I happened to be sitting in front of my PC,doing things that I think could make me happy and the world a better place,but not helping much wif my assignments,I thought I should share this friendship thingy with you ppl out there…

       Simple friend VS real friend

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
(wonder how many ppl had lent their shoulders to a crybaby like me..Huhuhu..Yes,peeps!I am..one of the many things that I am not really proud of..)

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.
(I think I should be more careful wif Huda..miahaha!Kiddin',eh baby..)

A simple friend thinks the friendship is
over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship
until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself. (This is definitely my fave!)

22 MARCH 2004

U.L.T.I.M.A.T.E

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic.
I'm sure of it,no lie
Don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz i've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate,you

A chorus from a song that I REALLY like...I've put this song up,replacing BREATHE..I wish I knew how to play an electric guitar rite now..

Anyways,my day wasn't too bad considering that I've never liked Mondays..And oh,this week's episode of FAB 5 was the best ever..It was so swweeeeett and romantic,not to mention that the makeover guy was drop-dead-georgeous!Gagaga...Well,hope you guys had a brilliant Monday and enjoy the song as I do!

19 MARCH 2004

One Sangap Saturday..

"As muslims,we have to be optimistic because we have iman.
Tapi iman nih boleh pergi dan datang dalam sekelip mata.."
Quoting K.Zila during usrah just now as we had quite a heated discussion on why people committed suicide. That's why I think,we need to be reminded now and then.Because we are only human, and we are not perfect and tend to be forgetful at times and also prone to make mistakes ocassionally.

At least I got something useful that can be pondered on eventhough my whole SATURDAY was completely S.A.N.G.A.P and not productive.

For your info,I have a dysfunctional family here in bRisbane.This is a family unintentionally created when
me,huda and bahiah went grocery shopping at Coles.

As me and ansar were having a 'heated' argument on vegetables at the vege section,out of nowhere,bahiah and huda came up to us and officially made me 'mama' and too bad Ansar was there and was dragged into our made-up family..

I just thought that you guys would like to have an insightful
view of my family,so here's the list of my family members:

PAPA: ansar(hrrmm?...)
MAMA: me(very ironic..it's so not me..)
KAKAK: bahiah (lovely..)
BABY: huda!!
AUNTIE:salwa(sweeett..)
OPAH:kimah dearest..

Anyone else interested?Potential candidates to fill in posts as brother and uncle are welcomed..
Drop me a line...

pics of me and me friends..

me,huda and kimah after UQMSA bbq -- wif our little green car(rite behind us)


myn,shireen(miss ya lots!),baya,huda,me and nadia during last year's merdeka nite.

18 MARCH 2004

ME,RAIN and BOOKS FULL OF SKETCHES..

It was raining outside..Adela sgt bahagia..Bile hujan,it's like mood adela terus jadi best..No matter how screwed up my day is,somehow,bile hujan je,anything else doesn't really matter..Adela sangat penat hari ni..I was sleeping half-way through my INFS3202 lecture today..To me,4-6 lecture has never been a good time for any lectures..In order to stay awake,I did some sketching on huda's hand...Huda did one for me too,"Kucing Kurap,meoww.."..hahaha...In the past,my textbooks yg jadi mangsa..Dahla buku pinjaman :) Pantang ade space kosong,mesti ade sketches kat situh..Depending on how boring the lesson is jugak..If it bored me to death,memang penuh aah..Tak cukup satu page,page2 yg setrusnye jadi mangsa tak berdosa...To those yg unfortunately ter'inherit' the books that I used to have,sure akan dpt tengok sketches of girls(I dunno how to draw guys,nanti rupe cam perempuan..)yg sangatla banyak all over the pages..1000 apologies ye..Puas plak diorang nak padam sumer...Now nih pun ade gak,but that habit has been reduced little by little...For good I guess..
Kla peeps,gotta go to watch Average Joe...::Ciao::

17 MARCH 2004

Hrmm....Wht should I crap about today?..As there's nothing interesting that happened to me since I got back,I think I'll just talk nonsense...It's not that nothing exciting happened,but it's the sort of thing that I think will be best to keep it to myself and my baby(Huda,this one is specially 4 u..hehehe..) and plus my board of GFs..*wink wink*..Just submitted my first stage of IT Project this evening.Really relieved as I got like, 2/3 more assignments due just around the corner..

I am a bit lethargic lately..Wonder why..Lack of sleep,I guess..But most of the time,I just couldn't sleep eventhough I wanted to..It might be the wicked latte or the super-strong coffee that I've made myself to put me through the nite of completing assignments(but I've cut down my coffee intake though,too much caffein is not gud for health)..

And I've also put up a new song..It's not a new song though..BREATHE by Blue Cantrell feat.Sean Paul..Speaking of Sean Paul,he is coming to Brisbane,ppl!!This coming 1st APRIL@BRISBANE ENTERTAINMENT CENTRE..nak pegi...jom korang!For a person like me,who loves gutsy rap and brash hip hop laced with Jamaican dancehall,memang worth it gakla kan kalau pegi...

I better stop myself from crapping about nothing..Later,peeps!