30 MARCH 2004

facts of life..

FACT # 1:
Having a stiff neck is a real pain in the butt!!

FACT # 2:
Knowing that you need to redirect your face between looking at the computer screen and the assignment sheet for quite a number of times is making it even worse!!!..
Not happy,Jen....

28 MARCH 2004

ma and my restlessness

I am emotionally unstable at the moment..I just need some space..
Need to reflect and rethink what I've done in the past few days..
I am not normally like this,being quite terribly disturbed psychologically..
I hate being in a situation where I feel insecure,miserable and gloomy
(don't they mean the same?..)
Probably too much things on my mind rite now..
I am not up for anything..I need to breathe..
As for now,I think I'll be better off with minimum social contact..
Before my emotional insecurity gets the better of me and someone might actually get offended/hurt..

"Whatever misfortune happens to you,
is because on the things your hands have wrought,
and for many (of them) He grants forgiveness"--42[30]

From You I seek forgiveness,guide me to the right path,grant me serenity
and ease my troubled mind.....A.M.I.N

26 MARCH 2004

me : on why a guy would rather shave his head with a chainsaw than go shopping with a girl?

Ntahlaa..tol ke?I never went on a shopping spree wif a guy..I mean,a guy who would go with you from one shop to another,rummaging through stuffs on sale,asking his opinion on which colour suits you better,yada..yada..yada..

Kalau pernah pun,we went to the same mall and then we went our separate ways looking for what we wanted..Even my dad can only stand the first half an hour of shopping wif my mum + me..Pastuh,die akan buat gaya2 buhsanz,garu2 kepala sket and pastuh cakap "ayah tunggu kat sane dulu,eh?"..
If I went shopping wif my dad(which only happens in times of emergency),cam kejap gile..Gi kedai,amik barang yang nak,bayar pastuh balik..As simple as that..

Are we hard to please?Probably....(doesn't apply to everyone though)
We might be fussy and particular at times(or more like all the time)..
And our level of 'fussiness' can reach a stage where guys would lose their
cool and would rather shave their heads with a chainsaw..

Sebnanye,tak tau nak cakap ape..Bear with me,eih?
Anyways,I'm listening to the pumpin' beat of in da club frm IH..mini-bunker kot,Friday nite.....Havva a lovely weekend everyone!

24 MARCH 2004

Lazing like there's no tomorrow..

I am like,totally doomed big time..Had quite a rocky start with my project..Hopefully it’ll get better..Journals for Org.Behaviour-not yet finished,Information Science assignment-not yet started,Web Info.System prac-stuck in the middle..So many things,yet so little time..I know, I know, I shouldn’t be complaining and might as well get started with my assignments,rite?But why am I sooo busy updating this insignificant blog? Somebody please,get me off the PC rite now!

Anyways, as I happened to be sitting in front of my PC,doing things that I think could make me happy and the world a better place,but not helping much wif my assignments,I thought I should share this friendship thingy with you ppl out there…

       Simple friend VS real friend

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.
(wonder how many ppl had lent their shoulders to a crybaby like me..Huhuhu..Yes,peeps!I am..one of the many things that I am not really proud of..)

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.
(I think I should be more careful wif Huda..miahaha!Kiddin',eh baby..)

A simple friend thinks the friendship is
over when you have an argument.
A real friend knows that it's not a friendship
until after you've had a fight.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself. (This is definitely my fave!)

22 MARCH 2004

U.L.T.I.M.A.T.E

You're it
You're the ultimate
It's automatic.
I'm sure of it,no lie
Don't even try
To tell me that you're not the guy
Cuz i've been waiting all my life
For someone just like you
But you're it
You're the ultimate,you

A chorus from a song that I REALLY like...I've put this song up,replacing BREATHE..I wish I knew how to play an electric guitar rite now..

Anyways,my day wasn't too bad considering that I've never liked Mondays..And oh,this week's episode of FAB 5 was the best ever..It was so swweeeeett and romantic,not to mention that the makeover guy was drop-dead-georgeous!Gagaga...Well,hope you guys had a brilliant Monday and enjoy the song as I do!

19 MARCH 2004

One Sangap Saturday..

"As muslims,we have to be optimistic because we have iman.
Tapi iman nih boleh pergi dan datang dalam sekelip mata.."
Quoting K.Zila during usrah just now as we had quite a heated discussion on why people committed suicide. That's why I think,we need to be reminded now and then.Because we are only human, and we are not perfect and tend to be forgetful at times and also prone to make mistakes ocassionally.

At least I got something useful that can be pondered on eventhough my whole SATURDAY was completely S.A.N.G.A.P and not productive.

For your info,I have a dysfunctional family here in bRisbane.This is a family unintentionally created when
me,huda and bahiah went grocery shopping at Coles.

As me and ansar were having a 'heated' argument on vegetables at the vege section,out of nowhere,bahiah and huda came up to us and officially made me 'mama' and too bad Ansar was there and was dragged into our made-up family..

I just thought that you guys would like to have an insightful
view of my family,so here's the list of my family members:

PAPA: ansar(hrrmm?...)
MAMA: me(very ironic..it's so not me..)
KAKAK: bahiah (lovely..)
BABY: huda!!
AUNTIE:salwa(sweeett..)
OPAH:kimah dearest..

Anyone else interested?Potential candidates to fill in posts as brother and uncle are welcomed..
Drop me a line...

pics of me and me friends..

me,huda and kimah after UQMSA bbq -- wif our little green car(rite behind us)


myn,shireen(miss ya lots!),baya,huda,me and nadia during last year's merdeka nite.

18 MARCH 2004

ME,RAIN and BOOKS FULL OF SKETCHES..

It was raining outside..Adela sgt bahagia..Bile hujan,it's like mood adela terus jadi best..No matter how screwed up my day is,somehow,bile hujan je,anything else doesn't really matter..Adela sangat penat hari ni..I was sleeping half-way through my INFS3202 lecture today..To me,4-6 lecture has never been a good time for any lectures..In order to stay awake,I did some sketching on huda's hand...Huda did one for me too,"Kucing Kurap,meoww.."..hahaha...In the past,my textbooks yg jadi mangsa..Dahla buku pinjaman :) Pantang ade space kosong,mesti ade sketches kat situh..Depending on how boring the lesson is jugak..If it bored me to death,memang penuh aah..Tak cukup satu page,page2 yg setrusnye jadi mangsa tak berdosa...To those yg unfortunately ter'inherit' the books that I used to have,sure akan dpt tengok sketches of girls(I dunno how to draw guys,nanti rupe cam perempuan..)yg sangatla banyak all over the pages..1000 apologies ye..Puas plak diorang nak padam sumer...Now nih pun ade gak,but that habit has been reduced little by little...For good I guess..
Kla peeps,gotta go to watch Average Joe...::Ciao::

17 MARCH 2004

Hrmm....Wht should I crap about today?..As there's nothing interesting that happened to me since I got back,I think I'll just talk nonsense...It's not that nothing exciting happened,but it's the sort of thing that I think will be best to keep it to myself and my baby(Huda,this one is specially 4 u..hehehe..) and plus my board of GFs..*wink wink*..Just submitted my first stage of IT Project this evening.Really relieved as I got like, 2/3 more assignments due just around the corner..

I am a bit lethargic lately..Wonder why..Lack of sleep,I guess..But most of the time,I just couldn't sleep eventhough I wanted to..It might be the wicked latte or the super-strong coffee that I've made myself to put me through the nite of completing assignments(but I've cut down my coffee intake though,too much caffein is not gud for health)..

And I've also put up a new song..It's not a new song though..BREATHE by Blue Cantrell feat.Sean Paul..Speaking of Sean Paul,he is coming to Brisbane,ppl!!This coming 1st APRIL@BRISBANE ENTERTAINMENT CENTRE..nak pegi...jom korang!For a person like me,who loves gutsy rap and brash hip hop laced with Jamaican dancehall,memang worth it gakla kan kalau pegi...

I better stop myself from crapping about nothing..Later,peeps!

14 MARCH 2004

F.A.B 5 .::fashion savant::.

Queer Eye is a show where 5 gay fashionistas remodel some straight man in their appalling image. With their artistic superiority and brassy wit, the straight men will verbally and literally transformed the straight man. The result? Voila! They look better, dateable and their place just transformed from a "dump" (quoting Thom) to a divine place to crash. But the reason that I really love this show, besides all the tips on fashion, hairstyles and stuffs is, Fab 5 is seriously hilarious and I ended up cackling with evil glee.

And oh, I found a quiz on the net, "Which Member from Queer Eye for the Straight Guy is your type?" from quizilla.com..Biasela,Najwa memang suker buat bende2 non-trivial cam nih..Nak-nak plak when I have 2 assignments due next week..Muahahaha.. Ignorance is heaven!!

If you guys have time kan,try it out laa,just for the fun of it..And see what the result says eks..
Unexpectedly, turned out that Jai,the culture vulture, is my match! I kinda hope Kyan to be the man though..Does this truly reflect the kind of man I am looking for?*wink*I wonder..:)

14 MARCH 2004

FIGURED YOU OUT -- nickelback

I like your pants around your feet
I like the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease

And I love the places that we go
And I love the people that you know
And I love the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I love the powder on your nose

Ooooh
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out

I like the freckles on your chest
And I like the way you like me best
And I like the way you're not impressed,
While you put me to the test
I like the wine stains on your dress

And I love the way you pass the check
And I love the good times that you wreck
And I love your lack of self respect
While you're passed out on the deck
I love my hands around your neck

And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out
And now I know who you are
It wasn't that hard
Just to figure you out

I love your pants around your feet
And I love the dirt that's on your knees
And I like the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite damn disease

And I hate the places that we go
And I hate the people that you know
And I hate the way you can't say no
Too many long lines in a row
I hate the powder on your nose

Just a song that keeps playing in my head.One of my fave songs outside my circle of hip-hop and R&B collection..

13 MARCH 2004

me:on being mushy

              ::recipe for first love::
Take one impassioned young man about to meet his first love,
Combine with one beautiful,determined,young woman,
about to do the same,
Spice it up with a seductive vixen,
Blend in an anxiety-ridden friend,
Add an eccentric underground actor,
Flavour with the essence of Jim Morrison,
Stir in a nutty college roommate,
Add a drizzle of worried parents,
Sprinkle a dash of lusty youthfulness,
Mix it all together,simmer,and see what happens.....

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12 MARCH 2004

Heya!Finally,I've got a Blog of my own!!This is one my efforts towards blending in with the IT world..Though I am kinda left behind in exploring this BLOG thingy,it's never too late!Well,I'll try to keep this updated as often as I can and in the meantime,enjoy!