31 August 2004

It has been a while since I last updated this gradually-losing-appeal blog.Naah! Amik sumer nih..Bace la puas2..

Aussie international Nite
Aussie International Nite was great.The dance went smoothly apart from a few bumps here and there.We were rushing to get our make-up and hair done.Plus the sampin(ke samping?) songket that proved to be quite a challenge to wear.Luckily,we managed to get ready and get there before time.I was sooo seriously nervous! Well,initially I wasn't that nervous but knowingthat many of our friends came to support us,cam gelabah sket.Hahaha..Thanks to Fariq,Bijan,Remy,Amar,Haris & Nadia,Man & Manis,Tupac & Shikin,Firdaus,Helmi,Laura and many others who were there last nite.Korang best!!! Everyone looked sooo groovy in their baju kurung and baju melayu.Siap ade additional sound effect lagi tuh in the middle of our performance..(meriah sihh..berjaye diverge attention audience so they'd look at the ppl yg buat sound effect instead of the dancers) THANKS HEAPS! And of course to Ili,Bahiah and Denise, you guys were great!! Eventhough we didnt practise that much but you guys managed to pull it off very very well.Cayaalah.. :) Well..other things that happened last nite,stayed there!! Hahaha..All in all, I had a great time, surrounded by my beloved friends and of course, good food (sort of laa)..

Bruneian Nite
It was the nite right after Aussie Nite. Cam hesitate gak at first whether nak pegi or tak.I know i was busy but then pujukan member2 telah berjaye buat aku pegi jugak.The nite turned out alrite.Luuuurve the dances! Very the urban and R&B-ish.I knew a few of the dancers back then when we had to perform for Merdeka Nite.Suke hatiku melihat si penari laki2 wearing pink stuff and dance to the upbeat urban tune!!Lalala~ During one of the songs,Penantian(Beinda), I went like, 'Whoa!' watching the guys bergelekan..Wakakaka..Getting in touch with their feminine side? Haha..Maybe kot..Pink shirts, gelek, flexible movements: these explains everything..After the nite ended, we took pictures around uni..Cam2 posing..Will put up the pictures later kayh..

Last weekend
Had 1 assignment due on Monday. Rushing to get it done.Cam org gler sihh..Sleep-deprived,hunger,anger,frustration,emotionally-depressed..Me and Aishah were practically running frm my place to the lab.This is all becauseof a house.We had to model a house.Yep, it's interesting but then the amount of patience required was seriously very very high.On Sunday, the comp lab was full.Sbb the next day nak kene submit. Everyone was so tensed,and every 15 minutes cam tuh, I could hear people cursing and shouting at the computer screens. Bongek tol lah software die..Stupid TUCAN! Anways, relieved coz managed to get it done and submitted successfully. I missed the River Festival though.Sangat sedih.Dahla bleh dengar the fireworks frm my place.Lagilaa tension.Last2, tgk kat tv jek..This is all because of TUCAN.Despise TUCAN all the way!!

AF Final
Akhirnye aku berjaye tgk konsert final.Yey! As expected, Zahid rawks! (u guys must be practically sick to hear this name but who cares!) Hahaha.."Milikku" was so urban-ish..Suited him so damn well..Don't understand why Adam could get the 3rd place.Sumbang maa..And sgt boyband-wannabe..Ooopss lupe,his idol kan KRU :P Farah should sing a better song than Avril Lavigne's Skater Boi.But she managed to sing it ok.As usual, suare Bob mmg mantap aah..Consistent tahap cipan..Tapi sayang tak dpt place pun.Maybe coz he didn't have the perfect package.Susahnye,highly talented but sayang, he didn't make it tht nite.Currently,I am addicted to Zahid's Milikku.Pagi,petang,siang dan malam lagu tuh je aku dgr..

25 August 2004

my current wishlist

1. everything will go smoothly for Aussie International Nite
2. learn to play the guitar and buy my own drumsticks
3. have my own baju melayu
4. watch The CAVALIERS perform
5. complete my house for Modelling & Visualisation
6. get used to Minds & Machines' abstract and intangible perspectives
7. have Nandos
8. ayah will be successful at his attempt to stop smoking

..::MILIKKU::..

memang berat bila dikira dengan kilo

cinta ku dipasang sehingga ke corong radio

apa yang ditenung, takku biarkan kau melolong

bocor kan ku tampung, tak ku biarkan kau melambung

ah cunnya cinta ku berikan

ah cunnya cinta mu kuterima

persetankan cinta buta ikut apa ku suka

jiwa karat tiada guna

ku cinta padamu

pengubat rindu

sayang untuk selamanya cintakan bersatu

milik hatimu

miliki cintamu

sayang untuk selamanya

ohh setahun masihkah ada lagi

ragumu terhadapku..

masihkah kamu menyangka ku mempermainkan kamu

lafaz cinta ku masih seperti waktu itumasih membara hangat lagi

seperti waktu dulu

bila bila bila

jauh darimu rinduku teramat bila kan kita bertemu

bila bila bila

jauh dariku terasa aura cintamu

memanggil namaku

ku korbankan segalanyauntuk mempertahankan...

mahligai kita yang dibina

selama pertemuan kita....

kan,kan,kan dah ku katakan

kau,kau,kau bersama aku

ops! anggukkan kepalaku tanda setuju

bila kau tanya aku

aku cintamu

kaulah yang ku lafazkan bicara dari kata-kata

bibir ke telinga tuju pasti ke hati

ah-ah! panah berdiri

ah-ah! bersemi

cinta di sini terperit cuma untuk bidadari

kamulah...

22 August 2004

Najwa adela dah seminggu tak minum coffee!!

19 August 2004

the day before yesterday - Stayed up to try finish my project. Miscommunication problem.One of my team member hantar interface lambt.So, nak tak nak terpaksa laa stay up abeskan everything.Finally,dozed off at around 5 in the morning.Next morning.Woke up.Went to uni to finalize all the documents.Later in the evening,learnt that major changes have been made to all the previous interfaces.Aaarrgghh!! Bongek giler!! What a waste of time and energy.Penat je stay up sampai bengkak2 mate,alih-alih tukar yg baru pulak..Kenelaa start all over again..

yesterday - Finally completed the interface doc.Hopefully there'll be no more changes after this.Penat dah nih.Malam ader UMNO meeting.Discuss abt the coming Merdeka Celebration.

today - 8 o'clock prac session is a 'great' way to start your day.Started my assignment for Modelling. Have to build a model house.Interesting.Sangat.But then, got to master the software with all the functions.Berjaye buat sampai pintu rumah.Yey!Still have other walls, windows and stairs to be completed. Jumpe Aishah kat lab.She asked me to go to the Hoobastank concert with her.His bro cancelled last minute.Nak main bola.Cancel concert nak main bola?Hrmm..Menarik.I kinda like Hoobastank. Will give her a call later tonite.

16 August 2004

thumbs up for a healthier lifestyle

I have made a vow that I want to experience the 'healthy feeling' in living my life. Therefore, I am taking the plunge to put myself through a one-week detox to try and get over the bad things I eat and drink. So,this week I will:

• stock up on more fruits and veges
• tone down my junks intake and loads of other crapz that I ate
• not consume any coffee throughout this week (this is going to be the hardest)
• drink a great deal of plain water
• stop binge-eating esp late at nite
• not miss any meal and have small frequent snacks (gotta keep the energy going)

Good luck NAJWA!

15 August 2004

Z.A.H.I.D

As you can guess just by looking at this entry's title, I am gonna babble on and on (bear with me..) about this guy who has just won the 2nd AF last Saturday.Hooray!!!

CONGRATULATIONS!!
You deserved it.Although it's a bit late tp nak cakap jugak.I wish i was there so that I could watch the whole event.Aarggh!!Sure sumer org nak muntah bace entry nih..hahaha...skali-skala takpe...kan,kan,kan?..Believe me if could vote for Zahid frm Brisbane, i would AFUNDI him over and over again...Sounds pathetic? Haha..Lantakla...

Why do I like him soo very much?He can sing,he can play the guitar and he can RAP(Zahid pun suke Usher jugak..yey!!) Not to mention that he's soo damned cheeky and fun to watch(nice2..)He was like, the center of attention and stole the thunder frm Bob when he rap in Alhamdulillah eventhough that was Bob's performance.Heard that he performed really2 well when he sang BEP's Where's The Luv..Aarrghh..Lagilaa nak tgk..Waiting anxiously for someone with the cd..Memang Zahid adela sgt layak menang.He is definitely a true star performer!!

12 August 2004

chaotic Thursday

In IT lab.Supposed to complete my VR prac.But the software went a bit berserk so I couldnt get my triangle-cube done.My PC at home,berserk takkan kat Lab pun same gak??Boh-ring..How can I get started with my assignment ya?..It's just one of those days where everything went out of control and almost nothing went right for me.

9 August 2004

stay away from me..shuh..shuh..

Have u guys ever met someone who's so insufferable that all you wanted to do is get away from him and prevent any circumstances that will make you two interact? Unfortunately,it happened to me this sem! This guy used to be my groupmate last year for one of my IT subjects.So,basically I know everything there is to know abt him before considering him to be by groupmate this sem(again!).

How do I describe him eih? I reckon he's a bit loud.If he sees me in the lecture hall,he'll go straight to sit next to me.Camnepun,die akan cube bersungguh2 spot aku.So,I'll either sit kat tmpt2 yg susah nak carik or sit in btw ppl so there'll be no empty seats next to me(Jahat sgt ke?Tak kan?).Setakat duduk tu takpe lagi,nih BISING pulak tu! Dah la tu woii..Tak faham ke tgh lecture,nak criter2,after class laa...And at that point of time, I could feel all eyes are on me and this tak-tau-malu guy.Nih baru kat dlm lecture hall, belum lagi mase practical, mase wat group project.God knows how I suffered throughout the semester last year.

Earlier this year, I didn't see him for the whole sem.Soo relieved!Thought this guy dah balik Hong Kong ke,tukar course ke ape ke..Turned out he was actually sick and now he's back to bug me! Aarrghh..!! Okla, I admit that sometimes I do feel guilty for loathing a person this much..Tapi tak pernah lagi marah or express my kebengangan directly depan die..Tak sampai hati laa..Tapi SANGAT tak suke die..Camne?

And this sem plak, he's trying VERY HARD to be in the same group as me! What's with this guy??? Stalker ke ape?Bersepah lagi Chinese dlm kelas tuh, gi la join diorang..Bukan laa kedekut ke,sombong ke tapi sbb dah pernah suffer 1 sem ngan mamat nih..Please laa...Leave me alone!

8 August 2004

phrase of the day

"May he, for whom you love Me, loves you" -- Abu Dawuud

tepat tak translation dia?
"Semoga dia yang menyebabkan engkau mengasihi-Ku, mengasihi mu jua"

5 August 2004

brain-freeze..brain-freeze..brain-freeze..And this is a good song...

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine...

3 July 2004

miss u kiddo!!

n.a.s.h.a