i want you (badly)

leather ankle strap court shoe by Miss Sixty




..which will look tremendously hip when paired with my new skinny fit jeans and the aviator...

just look at the heels. Extremely sexxaaayy...and the chains at the back of the shoes. i want i want i want... the prob is, its kinda pricey.. So, how now brown cows??

puas

I could never imagine putting on a pair of skinny jeans. Never. Period. Why? Because I think I don’t have the legs and height to wear it and way too curvy to pull it off. Ha-ha. (there goes my confession of the day..) But seriously, I’d always imagine only people like Victoria Beckham and Kate Moss could flaunt their long shapely legs and super thin body in this kinda jeans. Oh c’mon.. Why else would they call it skinny jeans? It’s not that I haven’t tried it on when skinny jeans started being the in-thing and fashionably a syndrome among women all over the world. I did. But I managed to look like a stumpy carrot with legs. However an amazing thing happened yesterday. During my retail therapy session with him (it was supposed to be his, initially) at OU, I surprised myself by getting myself a brand new spanking, skinny jeans!! Ha-ha.. Apakah?!?!? Yes, even I was surprised at this new development. I wasn’t even planning to buy anything since my raya shopping spree the other day has, kinda, burnt holes in my pockets. Hehe.. BUT, when I tried it on, I was like “Were those my legs?” Yup. THAT good people. I love the sight of my legs in it. Hehe. Long and lanky. So, me being me (awestruck and amazed), I bought it! Aah bliss. Nothing like the feeling after purchasing something sooo right and looked sooo good on you. So people, I am officially now the proud owner of a pair of super cool skinny jeans.

Moving on to the 2nd story. Aviator sunnies. Ok ok I know they looked oh-so-glamorous and stylish, BUT this kind was never my preference since it would always horizontally expand my tudung to the sides (dalam erti kata lain, mengembangkan tudung saya ke tepi) due to the shape of its frame. Same thing goes to the rest of sunnies/glasses species in the world. I’d always have to choose very carefully when dealing with this lot. However…. After a trip to this eyewear outlet to accompany him buy his super-cool sunnies, I fell in love with this aviator sunnies the moment I put it on. Haa..Sapa soh try utk suke2 je..Tengok, kan dah TERbeli.. hehe.. I love love love it. What has gotten into me? First the skinny jeans and now the aviator sunnies. This has made me a happier bunny with burnt holes in her pockets :p

spot the similiraty

> Elle Woods in Legally Blonde
> Tracy Turnblad in Hairspray

do u know what do they have in common? The spirit and courage to get up and face the world no matter how rough things have been in their life. i wish i have their courage & spirits... To be strong and brave.. And I'm praying hard....

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side.
I wait for you.
Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you.

Through the storm, we reach the shore
You gave it all but I want more
And I'm waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you.
I can't live with or without you.

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.

My hands are tied, my body bruised
She´s got me with nothing to win
And nothing left to lose.

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give, and you give
And you give yourself away.

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you.

With or without you
With or without you
I can't live
With or without you
With or without you.

:: with or without you - U2 ::

dear blog,

today i kinda nearly lost my faith.. its still there but nt quite there.. u get what i mean? i hope to restore it and make everything back to normal again...

and i pray hard.....

listen

have you ever felt that you really really need to talk to someone to just vent out and let go of everything that has been bottled up inside you.. yup. i had that feeling today. few mins ago. a pair of ears that can listen to me and at the same time be empathetic to what i was gonna say would be good. listen and pretend (if you have to) as if you are interested in what im saying tho u'd never totally understand it. after all i just wanted to enlighten (anyone who'd like to listen), about my truckload of work, crappy assignments, overly-low-aircond-temperature, too much eating junk food, busybody colleagues, the urge of buying new shoes at Nose (they are having sale now!!) etc etc.. Oh you know, the usual drill... Let me know if your interested...

monday

called up a few friends to have breakfast with them. noone's available. it's 7.20 now.too bad for me. a friend offered to join her BUT she was having breakfast with her bf. malas nak kacau.haihh.. was bugged by this monday blues symptoms since yesterday evening. so i thought a good session of breakfast with friends could cure it. sigh. none could make it. waited. it was now 7.30. received a call. the supposedly scheduled breakfast at 7.30 was cancelled and postponed to after 8. what? not now....sigh..more bad luck.i just couldn't afford it. it was the first day of the week plus, quite a lot of people wasnt in the office and my absence would have made it more obvious. and i hate it when the makciks stared at me when i went out after 8 eventho i was only gonna tapau some food. my partner in crime that was always there to cover for me wasnt in lah plak today. more depreseed. this was just not getting better at all. why is it especially at times like this,when i need people and food, so desperately, noone is there. getting hungrier. and crankier. i hate today. so pls, if i accidentally went berserk at anyone today, pls ignore and forgive me. i swear it was the aftermath of not having a good breakfast, AND, not being able to be around people that i love to be around when it comes to eating. Yes, you...

BEWARE: HUNGRY WOMAN ON THE LOOSE!

by the way


"By the way I tried to say
I'd be there... waiting for..."

By the way, i think loyalty is such a huge word for a person, like me, who think of frivolous things most of the time.. True it can be instilled and nourished and with God's help, be successful. But when you have experienced betrayal and nothing but negativity (most of the time), tell me, how could you learn to love and be passionate about it?

This was what i had been thinking of, almost the whole day when i attended the Barometer Workshop last Friday. it was meant for us*(from all walks of life: secretaries, non-executives, executives, managers)to get together and come out with ways to identify current mindset and behaviour of the division. It has done a pretty good job to help us gauge and visualize the pic of success that our division want. Throughout it all, issues like professionalism, integrity and many other vital values were discussed. When loyalty was being deliberated, i couldnt help but wonder about it over and over again... It was so funny when we were talking about these while the reality was different. My scepticism just got the better of me, i guess. But in a way, bagus lah jugak since early steps are being taken to try and change things to be better.

anyhow, on a lighter note, Faizal OIAM is going to be at Tower 1 tomorrow for that singing competition thingy, people! Self-reminder:I AM SOO GONNA BE THERE!! Eheh....

jauh jauh / from a-far



From a-far
Way beyond the mountain green
White sands
Await the azure sea

The waves break
Faintly whispering
Are the breezes that blow
Carrying my message to her

So sad
When I think of the past
Far away
The memories have been left behind

Lost, and consumed by the waves
That call to her
Leaving me alone
To remember her from a-far

(sean ghazi is a genius..)

i met a bitch at work




courtesy of Stickgal



not one, but MANY of them..

weekend aftermath

i managed to comply to my things-to-do list during the weekend. i ate and slept and bersuka-ria till i found it hard to sleep last nite. Oh maybe i was still excited that The Lima won! Hehe..I wasnt a sucker for reality shows esp tht involed singing but Gangstarz kinda captured my attention. Anyhouuu.. The Lima won last night (i know this may sound ridicolous but that Taura was cuteeeee in a gay-ish kinda way. Hahaha.. He has great hairstyle and funky sense of fashion) My dvd player was temporarily shut down. i did watch waris jari hantu and shrek 3. but dua2 dvd hang in the mid of the movies. ngok! so i spent my lovely weekend to finish up reading Match Me If You Can. i am not usually fond of chic lit BUT this one was really good, i tell ya'! it managed to make me laugh (sorang2 cam org gile), smile (like org angau) and surprisingly make me shed a tear or two. (maybe this part wasn't so surprising sgt since i do cry at movies too. Hehs..) Blame it all on PMS. (or else i wouldn't be THAT emotional just by reading a chic-lite :p) But all in all, it was a good mind-relaxation practice. I need to do this more!

to-do-list tomorrow

- makan
- tido
- bersuka-ria
- muvi
- makan
- tido
- bersuka-ria
- muvi
- makan
- tido
- bersuka-ria
- muvi

have a nice weekend peeps!
take of yourself and each other :p

match me if you can..

is the book that i am currently reading. i have been rereading my Sidney Sheldon's since i dont have new reading materials to indulge in, unless if you count in Female and Marie Claire and Cosmo. Hehs.. But truth is, i used to read a lot. I read books, newspapers, articles, educational magazines and i even read the newspaper article at the back of nasi lemak wrapper. Back then, everthing seemed to interest me. I also continued my passion to read during the uni years. Though it was a bit challenging to juggle time between reading Programming-Guide-For-Idiots and the highly entertaining biographies of the rich and famous. The point is, I still tried to find the time to read. But now, interestingly, I just couldnt slot the reading-leisurely time in my daily routines. Padahal, bukannya busy sangat 24/7 pun. Okla there were times when i was busier than the queen bee,where i had late nights, and unpurposely ignored or forgotten lunch/dinner dates. I think i need to get myself some new good books since it has been a while, dont u think? Looks like someone needs to cut down on shoe budget next month. Dang!

post-birthday-celebration



somebody pls hit at the back of my head with a large trout. im still in the mood to celebrate :p

regardless the fact tht i know it's a bit too late to say my thank yous but what the heck kan. So,thank you people for the lovely birthday smses and wishes. it reminded me that i wasnt forgotten =)and the lovely birthday presents. thank you! (rai, thanks for the baskins! aku suda gemok okkk). and oso naj (for lunch@chillis). and oso yana (the kains). zaza (for the yummy cupcakes). etc etc..and the list goes on..

ok macamane nak cakap kat org yg tgh tunggu lift sesame tht i just got back from the gym when asked, "makan mane tadi?" I was just too lazy to elaborate my answer since, if i answered ,"taklah pegi gym tadi", they would continue waahh-ing at my statement and gave me this either sceptical or amazed look. and then the conversation would continue to "rajin nyee. diet eeh?" in which i totally hated to answer. and selalunye aku malas nak jawap di tengah khalayak ramai dlm lift yg sememangnye ramai org. okla. allow me to explain. i used to go to the gym after work. but i changed my schedule to lunch time since i need to go back with my sist who's also working at Petrosains currently. coz if do my gym after work, my sist then had to wait for me plak. cam kesian plak budak tuh dok nunggu/merayau sorang2 kat kkcc ni. and since i am the sweetest big sister that my younger sist could ever asked for, maka my lunch time is gym time now. but it was great actually to go to gym during lunch coz that was when all the expats, meaning, the foreigners worked out! Seeing foreigners there just reminded me so much about Brisbane (aside from the part where i get to cuci mate sikit2. hehs. kidding!)when huda and i used to go to the uni gym on weekends and worked our butts off. I bumped into some of the big guns there, exercising. Rase cool sekejap, rubbed shoulders with the VIPs :p I was once too stunned this one morning,seeing this one VP lifting weights sbb beraaat dan besaaar giler okk itu weights.i mean for a guy his age.okla i dont know how old he is. but he must be a lil bit old kan? I was amazed too that he actually exercised. Coz a guy his age was always boroi and unfit. plus, a malay living in malaysia yg exercising isnt really a culture. plus, a VP must be really bz with the super tite schedule.But he does exercise! i am sooo proud being a member of this gym. Yeah, i love gym. My gym.

ahoy!!

this is a very long due entry. havent been writing and updating for quite some time. byk bende nak cite, i tell ya'! anyhow, yours truly had turned 24 on 29th. another year older, one year wiser? i hope so. *fingers crossed* Very the lazy to write on what i did on my fantabolous and super-fun birthday celebration. So i put up some pictures for you to splurge on. Ngehee.. I celebrated my 24th the weekend before 29th coz hassle okk nak bersuka-ria on a working day. Nanti kalau hangover teruk sanngat, sape nak jawab? So on a bright Saturday morning,we went to OU (my fave mall)to watch Pirates of The Carribean with badges illustrating "N" on them,on our shirts/tops. FYI, "N"= Najwa's Day. And hence the badges. I liked this 3rd Pirates better than the other 2. Coz one, i understand the stroryline waaay waay better than the first and the second. Second, Will Turner sudah berubah menjadi hantu tanpa tentakel sotong! Tak boleh aah everytime tgk jelmaan kurita Davy Jones tu sure rase cam nak muntah sbb geli. And third, why must Jack Sparrow looked so damn attractive with the wacky personality, witty jokes and lines and the kelam kabutness tapi still remain cool and calm. Watching Pirate made us (more like me) hungry.Went to have a supposedly-meant-to-be a simple lunch tapi sebab we both were really really hungry, so simple lunch itu telah bertukar menjadi quite a heavy one. Our next destination was The Curve (my all-time fave too), to have THE special dinner and of course, my birthday present (which i know what was it already since i was the one who picked it up. plus, the part yang ter kantoi bagitau itu..mueheheh..)So we went there, strolling around the flea market area looking like a couple who were very much in love (eceeehh..) and into food (apakah?!?!).. The Marche witnessed me looking stupefied receiving THE birthday present from him. Not enough seeing grinning from ear to ear, i was surprised again for the 2nd and the 3rd pressies. Now tell me why is shouldnt be feeling ecstatic? *grins* No piccies for this since I remembered it so well that i didnt need pictures to help me :) On 29th, i had another celebration with my friends. This time around, Gloria's was the vital witness of the whole happy bunch celebrating my birthday. Piccies peeps!


finally my own cupcakes! after much drooling and lusting just by looking at them. hehs..


im 24 y'all!!


Aseana's yummy cuppy. thanks to YOU >_<


say Shoeeeee...


ma' pressies.. (happy belated bday zaza!)


stop checking out my cuppy, you perv!


center of attention


the aftermath...

Sekian!

i love the month of May!

nyiangahahaii.. :D

i wonder why kan when you were trying really really hard to be nice but people seemed to treat you harshly by verbally providing hurtful and unkind words?

-maybe they were having a bad (hair) day
-maybe they were bugged by loads of problems
-maybe they were goin' thru the PMS cycle
-maybe they had just been humiliated in front of others during a big meeting (happened to me. it wasnt pretty, trust me.could end up having severe gastrics.hoh!)
-maybe their girlfriends had just left them
-maybe they didnt get the promotion that they wanted
-maybe they were hungry
-maybe they were emotionally affected by the incident in Ijok
-maybe their favourite group were voted out from Gangstarz
-maybe they were bullied by their sucky bosses
-maybe they couldn't get the Spiderman 3 tickets for the first day screening (i got! i got! i got! yeays!!)

maybe maybe maybe maybe...

akhirnya aku yg stress.. ntah hape-hape.. sakit hati! grrrrr....

so long and farewell.....

this blog will be inactive for quite a while until the writer has healed completely and found her spirit to write again..

*meditation mode turned on*

have a good day everyone! :)

shopaholic craves for cupcakes

Everytime I have this genius idea (by my standard of writing) to write I will always ended up not writing because one, no pc at home and two, I malas nak drive pi cc or 3rd, I just don’t have the frigggin’ time to blog during office hour. And now when I wanna write, I couldnt even put a proper sentence together. Anyhooooo, last Fri the BF and I went for a shopping spree at Bangsar. It was a total bliss to go shop on a working day since I didn’t have to queue for the fitting room, I didn’t have to berebut with the other girls (it could be quite a messy situation esp when mega-sales were involved) and parking was sooo easy meezy breezy. The spree took us from 10 am and ended by him sending me back home (Rawang bumi bertuah) at around 11-ish pm. Apakah?!?!? As you can already guess, yeah yeahh…the back-to-back gruelling hours were dominated by ME! Haha.. It was officially “Najwa’s day”. The shops there were soooo awesome that I ended up buying two hot working pants, some tops’ accessories and nearly, really really nearly, few pairs of shoes. Oh they were only literally bought by me. Thank YOU => Bliss, bliss, bliss. Tell me how I could not be happy. I love everything that I (literally) bought (and of course YOU. Hehe..) Our adventure didn’t end at Bangsar. Our next stop was OU. I worshipped OU (and The Curve). And again, it was pure delight since there were not many people around. While people were busy being tortured with their bosses, endless deadlines and annoying customers, I was in OU and Bangsar, shopping my heart out! Uhuh! My day couldn’t get any happier when I get to shop WITH a personal shopping assistant-cum-image consultant. A very loyal one. (Thank God for the mesin urut kaki in OU. Hehehe. They should have the same thing here in KLCC, just in case)..

PPA. Only those working their asses off in Tower 1 or 2 in KLCC would have an idea of what this was. I just wanna say one thing. After a session with mrs evil boss this morning, I was really surprised to have her say super-duper nice things about me. While she was babbling all those sugar-coated compliments about how I was a hardworking worker, how I could go far with my work attitudes now, how I was capable blah blah blah and she didn’t mind at all and would be more than happy if all of us in this department got a 2 for PPA. (2 stands for exceeding expectation if you must know), at the back of my mind I was, yeah yeah yeahhhhh.. I just wanna get this PPA thingy over and done with. It was obvious that all of a sudden people were nice to you. First step in finding an ally! Maleh nak melayan drama2 ini semua. I wasn’t planning to fight for 2 pun. Tapi mengapakah lambat sangat mau kasi approve sama itu rating?

Ok did I tell you I have started driving to work now? Ngeeehee.. I love love love it. It was waaay better than cramping your way into a komuter with all the ghetto-look-alike passengers trying to push you down the railway. I was new to all these driving thingy so excuse me if I seemed to be overjoyed and freaking ecstatic by it. Haha. I’m so allowed to do so okkk. But the downside of driving to work with a spanking brand new car was the expenses that came along with it. Minyak, tol (yg cekik daghah) and parking and most importantly, the monthly car payment. Haihh.. but it was still and always better then taking the komuter. So, hoorah for me!

Ohh di kedai manakah saya boleh mendapatkan cupcake yang comel2, dekoratif and sedap rasa nya? I’ve got craving for cupcakes!

fly me to the moon...

who initiated the use of the word sucky for all that was related to apalling, awful, dreadful and the likes? thanks coz its such a simple word that summarize how i felt at the moment. sucky. my life now. mrs evil boss was away. i should be overwhelmed with joy for there will be no traumatic incidents or tasks, at least temporarily. i could even write this. but why the suckiness? i don't know when or how it all started.

end of negative post.

On a lighter note.today is 14th March. Happy I(1).LOVE(4).YOU(3) Day everyone!

He'll be playing in a basketball league tonight. Wish I could be there and cheer for you. Gimme a B, B!! Ahahaha.. *good luck hugs and kisses*

Tomorrow mrs evil boss is going to be back in the office.Demmit laa..

unlucky in love

if you have watched the movie Cinta, you will know about this character played by Nanu as the lover of a married man. She always got stood up by tht guy everytime they planned to go out. Ok first mmglah salah to bercinta with laki orang. Tapi in terms of perasaan, i just wanna say how frustrating she must have felt every time she was disappointed. To be in a situation where you force yourself to say "it's ok" after hearing numerous apologies and excuses (regardless of whether they're true or not) and forced yourself to think that everything is gonna be fine if only you be a little more lenient, a little more patient or a little more flexible. It was like holding on to nothing. You could never win. If you confronted him then you'd be accused of being not understanding enough laa, kena jadi flexible lagi laa. If you just keep it to yourself, then you'd suffer. But she stayed anywyas. Why? Because she loved him. Or so she thought. It was a sad portrayal of a woman who was unlucky in love. I don't wanna feel like how Nanu felt in that movie.

Happy Friday everyone!

want-or-don't-want vs. ready-or-not-ready

there's a thin line separating these two. how can you really be sure that you want something soo bad but unconsciously you're not ready for it? it could be the other way around but still the question will always be how do you know which category you belong to. like for example, i want my colleague's job, i really do. but do i possess enough capabilities and the right skills & personality for it? yeah u know sometimes what you want is shadowed by all the glitz and glamour attached to it. plus u mite have ppl around you saying tht it'll be a great loss if you don't take it. but is tht wht you really want? are you really capable of doing it? it is such a critical decision to make coz it's your own future tht we're talking abt here. plus, assuming a bigger responsibility has never been a simple issue. maybe we could just take it and learn along the way. go-with-the-flow kinda way. after all, it is all about learning and "growing with the company". same goes with relationship (looks like najwa is gonna start her oprah-talk here!). a friend of mine emailed me (and the rest) abt this matter. it did make me think. a lot. (dem u danny!heh..) is wanting him as my boyfriend the same as i'm ready for a relationship? how do i know i'm ready? how does everyone in the whole wide world know? how does HE know that he's ready? aahh..always with something to ponder on, don't you najwa? it could always be a go-with-the-flow thingy, learning from each other as we go along the way. does tht mean tht we're ready? how much weight does the significance of readiness matter then? the fact tht i love him so dem much doesn't change even by a micromilimiter. but at the end of the day, the question will always be, how do i know?

happy mourn-day everyone!
(i hate mondays)

hari yang b**d*h

i have a very simple wish today (tonite, since i am staying back at the office to do some goddamned work.. pweehhh..), that is to have a hot meal and good coffee for dinner here, at this humble workstation.

wish add-on: good companion to help me stay through the nite. how i wish..

okaaaayyy...back to the real world now najwa, and work..

hey i'm back

its kinda weird to start writing back. my vocab has gone outta window. thank god i can still type and construct a few complete sentences. but they still sounded weird as i was reading them right at this moment. apepepuuuunn... updates!!

yeap, a lot of things happening to me right now. career-wise. home location-wise. family-wise.friends-wise. a number of friends got married. high school friends. uni friends. it was pure joy by just being there watching the whole beautiful love affair. aaahh.... why do they have to make weddings so unbelievably sweet and blissful? seri got married in maroon. nice choice of colour. i like anything red and since maroon kinda belongs to the family of red, so yeah i love maroon =) Huda was the pengapit. Ngehehe.. It was kinda fun watchin u , mengelap peluh dingin seri atas pelamin tatkala aku , nor and fado' macam nak rabak perut menggelakkan telatah seri yg tak reti dok diam since she put on her wedding gown. Ahahaha.. Met a LOT of STFians yg dah tak jumpe like, 5-6 years ago? Wow! Time flies kan? It was really good seeing them again. Kabeer is going to get married soon! When i received her sms saying tht shes gonna get married in few weeks time, I was like whoaaa kabeer kau nak kawen? hehe.. Congrats darling! will try to make it okay? And owh,Nurul my Brisbane friend had just got married last weekend in JB. Best wishes to both of you :)

I moved to Rawang finally, where the distance is unbelievebly infuriating. The house is nice and all, but to wake up at 5am every morning and leave home before Subuh, is definitely challenging. Mengapakah saya harus berpindah ke tempat yang jauh dari pembangunan dan KLCC ini? Amat menjelekkan. for now, yeah i hate Rawang. Dahla jalan sempit, byk construction, byk lori besar gabak lalu pulak tuh..Apakah?!?!? (emo emo). Haaihh.. Sakit otak di buatnye kena travel hari2 pegi balik Rawang.

On a happier note, my man and I went to Genting during CNY holiday few weeks ago. We went there with two other friends, Yana and her bf. I have never been to its theme park. So i was really really xcited. It wasnt as good as Dreamworld but, yeah I like it! Got no words to explain our trip there. Soooo...pictures as per below.


genting yeay!


that was our breakfast


muka ketat before Solero Shot


muka cuak before our first ride


bus yg old-chool


spot us!


are you lost?


mr. Coke-a-holic is trying to get hold of the biggest Coke can


and that was our lunch: noodle-on-the-go!


enjoying our lunch like nobody's business


i think we've met before..


hello there...

And not forgetting, last Sunday, I went to watch and cheer him playing 3 on 3 basketball. It was a loooong day but fun. Maleh tulih. So piccies (again. Yeaaaahh u can hate me now ppl :p)


my man in action


again. heh..

yang terimpi

benarkah kita kan terus bersama
akankah tercapai yg kita impikan
bila kau telah punya dunia mu
ke mana pergi dunia kita

walau berasa hampa
tetap ku tuliskan puisi indah
untuk mu wahai sahabat
walau kau semakin jauh dari landasan

walau dunia kita hilang
walau mimpi kita tenggelam
aku masih di sini
sedia utk mencari dan menyelami
semua yg terimpi


post lunch-disappointment

mengapakah?

The Muse concert this coming 25th Feb: Event for non-muslims aged 18 and above only. Aiyohh! Sungguh menghampakan. Saya berasa sungguh kecewa. Kecewa yang teramat sangat sehinggakan teman lelaki saya terpaksa mengguntingkan keratan iklan konsert ini dari suratkhabar untuk ditunjukkan kepada saya agar saya tidak terus berasa sedih. Walaubagaimanapun saya berharap mereka akan mengadakan konsert lagi di mana saya boleh menyertainya.

Mungkin anda pernah mendengar mengenai drama bersiri di tv; Dunia Baru. Oh saya amat menyukai rancangan ini! Tak tergambar dengan kata-kata! Sesetengah pihak mungkin beranggapan rancangan ini adalah sangat keanak-anakan dan tidak berfaedah. Tetapi pada pendapat saya, watak2 di dalam Dunia Baru adalah sangat lucu ditambah lagi dengan dialog-dialog kontemporari yang amat menghiburkan. Jalan ceritanya ringkas sahaja. Berkisar mengenai kehidupan sekumpulan kawan-kawan di universiti yang menempuhi suka-duka kehidupan remaja. Setiap watak mempunyai cerita yang tersendiri. Cinta tiga segi, pengaruh rakan sebaya, mesalah keluarga, pelajaran, cita-cita dan beraneka lagi jalan cerita yang amat menarik. Watak kegemaran saya adalah Madi kerana dia membawa watak seorang bersuara lantang dandia teramat sangatlah lucu. Dan saya tidak sabar-sabar hendak menunggu episod seterusnya pada minggu hadapan, untuk melihat apakah kesudahan cerita Madi dan Darius, di mana telah berlakunya sessi meluahkan perasaan oleh Darius, dan Madi begitu panik dan tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan seterusnya. Saya berasa amat tertarik dengan apa yang dikatakan oleh Darius kepada Madi sewaktu hendak meluahkan perasaanya, "Emma tu cuma girlfriend je, tapi saya suka awak dan nak ambil awak jadi isteri saya". Ooohh.. Indahnya percintaan remaja. Hahaha.. Tetapi adalah sangat sweeeet.. Tetapi pada masa yang sama saya secara tiba-tiba simpati ke atas nasib si Emma dan juga semua gadis-gadis di dunia ini yang berada di tempatnya. Bayangkan.. Bercinta bagai nak rak. Tapi tiada hasilnya. Tsk tsk.. Saya cuba membayangkan jika nasib saya seperti Emma. Oh alangkah sedihnya dan juga menakutkan pada masa yang sama. Oleh itu marilah kita semua menjadi lebih berhati-hati. Baiklah rakan-rakan semua. Sampai di sini sahaja coretan saya buat kali ini. Saya akan kembali dengan lebih banyak lagi ulasan mengenai Dunia Baru pada minggu hadapan. Jumpa lagi!

a quote from a friend

"everything is true until we find out tht it's a lie"

very interesting indeed.this for once highlighted the fact tht you have a helluva smart thinking! *clap clap*

happy Tuesday people!
Mine was sucky, hope yours wasn't!

what the heck?

there's a vast difference between keeping yourself busy with things that you like and being kept busy with things that you truly despise. ok so i know that i was supposed to be organizing the Gala Dinner on the 13th. I liked the idea at first. i like organizing stuff like this. because its fun. its waaaaay different from my real scope of office job. which is utterly annoying most of the time with ppl nagging and constantly stalked me. as if they had nutin better to do lah kan. ok fine lah its part of my job to layan ppl (as if lah im so much of a people person.Konon!). But can u ppl like, gimme a break?!? I need space to breathe too okkk!! Haiyohhh!! And this practice thing was also starting to get on my nerves. Waaaarrgghh!!!

im confused whether should i be angry or sad. caught in emotions or should i just use what's left of my patience and relax? hoping tht this awful feeling will just go away. i don't know. my heart aches. i didn't ask for much. im not a demanding bitch. but i just want to be and feel appreciated. for now i just want to be bitter and as angry as i can. its better anyways then feeling sorry for myself, crying over my dissatisfaction and hoping for consolation that would never come.

carrie bradshaw once said..

"When it comes to life and love, why do we believe our worst reviews?"

"I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love".

..........

welcome back to reality, najwa!

Happy new year!

So whats your 2007 resolution?

Entering the office after a long holiday was like being snapped back into reality. No more waking up late. No more stretching out lazily on the bed waiting to be called for breakfast. No more staying up late watching nothing on tv. It wasnt rosy at all to work while still trying to get rid of the holiday-hangover. But on a lighter note, it was quite refreshing getting back into the office when almost everyone especially the much-dreaded mrs.boss were still on leave. Oh how I love!
So what's new for me in 2007? Transferred to E1 from a mere seeding. Sekarang guwe bukan lagi benih picisan yo!But still kerja cam kuli. Hohoho.. But a kuli with a much better prospect, I guess. I will also not be handicapped anymore, soon. So pray together for my new baby to be arriving soonest possible, safe n sound! My family and I will also be moving to some place, far far far away. I hate its impossible distance from KLCC. To think that i have to commute every single day to work, was apalling. But I think im gonna like it anyways cos the new house is beautiful. How was everyone's new year's celebration? I celebrated it as usual, the same thing that I've been doing for the past 6-7 of my adolescent years: glued to the TV watching practically everything and also doing what I love most, reading. I was re-reading one of those Judith McNaught's from my very very very dusted collection of novels. and oh Take That is back y'all!!! I know I know. But I just can't stop from loving this British band. I used to have a collection of their posters (yeah among my many posters of Nsync too. Heh) back when i was in high school. I was once a teen too ok! Sungguh lah idola ku mereka ini. My fave of all the members would be (and still is!) Jason Orange. (scroll down scroll down, take a look at my much-idolized Jason. Huahuahua..). I miss listening to Back For Good. Mereka ini tidaklah poyo (I don't care what u have to say about this!) and boleh juga menyanyi lagu2 yg menghiburkan. Anyhouuu.. notice the frequency of these songs being played on air lately?

-Welcome To The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance
-Fergalicious by Fergie
-London Bridge by Fegie
-Wind It Up by Gwen Stefani
-Hate Me by Blue October

I swear if I had to listen to one of this in the next hour, I'd die of mental torture!!!!!!!!! Yuccckkkkssssss!!!!! Be it my biasness or whateva but I just hate all of them. Hoh!!!


Take That!


spot him!


aahh..bliss~~~

I kinda miss the time when I was a tv series-addict. My salvation entertainer: The ever-so-great Sex and The City,Smallville, the O.C and Grey's Anatomy. I used to dream having a life like Carrie Bradshaw, so free, independent and surrounded by never-failed-to-be-there bunch of girlfriends. Where life is all about enjoying what you have at the moment, hanging out at the coolest clubs and cafes and dating gorgeous guys. Mwahahaha.. Angan-angan, boleh? Tom Welling in Smallville? *drool drool* But I also like Lois Lane in there. Very feisty, daring and not to mention, hot! (say it like Paris Hilton does, "Haaaawtt!!") I just like the idea of a teen with superhuman powers still had to go through the struggles like any other normal kid would. It just made Clerk Kent more human and vulnerable. And also the ever-so-witty Seth Cowen with his equal-match gf, Summer Roberts. Tell me why I shouldn't love them. Funny okkk!!!

Last nite, mom picked me up at lrt station coz it was rainining heavily. On the way home, we stopped by a burger stall and ordered some burgers and hotdogs. This stall sold the best burger jalan ever in the whole Gombak, i tell u!! We stayed in the car lah kan since it was raining and waited for our order. So tht abang burger pun sent lah our order to our car and I paid him. My mom being her usual friendly-self pun started lah a conversation, saying something abt the rain and memuji the ketabahan dia berkerja bla bla bla.. I was being polite also lah to him since I was paying him using lotsa lotsa coins. Total=RM12.50. Haaa..Banyak giler tak coins mamat nih kene tadah tangan? As I was apologizing to him abt the hassle of him menadah tgn amik the coins, and getting our burgers at the same time, boleeeeeeh pulak mamat ni cakap aku manja sambil tersengih-sengih. "Anak makcik ni manja ye.." My mom didnt hear it as she was busy talking on the phone. Ape kejadahhhhh?!? Hitting on me with my mom sitting right next to me? Gilaaaaaaaaaa!!! Dan juga gataaaalllllllll!!!! Nasib baik burger kau sedap, kalau tidakkkk... Grrrrrrr!!

*snap back to reality*

Gotta get on with my real work.

So bye for now!