Thursday, January 18, 2007

yang terimpi

benarkah kita kan terus bersama
akankah tercapai yg kita impikan
bila kau telah punya dunia mu
ke mana pergi dunia kita

walau berasa hampa
tetap ku tuliskan puisi indah
untuk mu wahai sahabat
walau kau semakin jauh dari landasan

walau dunia kita hilang
walau mimpi kita tenggelam
aku masih di sini
sedia utk mencari dan menyelami
semua yg terimpi


post lunch-disappointment

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

mengapakah?

The Muse concert this coming 25th Feb: Event for non-muslims aged 18 and above only. Aiyohh! Sungguh menghampakan. Saya berasa sungguh kecewa. Kecewa yang teramat sangat sehinggakan teman lelaki saya terpaksa mengguntingkan keratan iklan konsert ini dari suratkhabar untuk ditunjukkan kepada saya agar saya tidak terus berasa sedih. Walaubagaimanapun saya berharap mereka akan mengadakan konsert lagi di mana saya boleh menyertainya.

Mungkin anda pernah mendengar mengenai drama bersiri di tv; Dunia Baru. Oh saya amat menyukai rancangan ini! Tak tergambar dengan kata-kata! Sesetengah pihak mungkin beranggapan rancangan ini adalah sangat keanak-anakan dan tidak berfaedah. Tetapi pada pendapat saya, watak2 di dalam Dunia Baru adalah sangat lucu ditambah lagi dengan dialog-dialog kontemporari yang amat menghiburkan. Jalan ceritanya ringkas sahaja. Berkisar mengenai kehidupan sekumpulan kawan-kawan di universiti yang menempuhi suka-duka kehidupan remaja. Setiap watak mempunyai cerita yang tersendiri. Cinta tiga segi, pengaruh rakan sebaya, mesalah keluarga, pelajaran, cita-cita dan beraneka lagi jalan cerita yang amat menarik. Watak kegemaran saya adalah Madi kerana dia membawa watak seorang bersuara lantang dandia teramat sangatlah lucu. Dan saya tidak sabar-sabar hendak menunggu episod seterusnya pada minggu hadapan, untuk melihat apakah kesudahan cerita Madi dan Darius, di mana telah berlakunya sessi meluahkan perasaan oleh Darius, dan Madi begitu panik dan tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan seterusnya. Saya berasa amat tertarik dengan apa yang dikatakan oleh Darius kepada Madi sewaktu hendak meluahkan perasaanya, "Emma tu cuma girlfriend je, tapi saya suka awak dan nak ambil awak jadi isteri saya". Ooohh.. Indahnya percintaan remaja. Hahaha.. Tetapi adalah sangat sweeeet.. Tetapi pada masa yang sama saya secara tiba-tiba simpati ke atas nasib si Emma dan juga semua gadis-gadis di dunia ini yang berada di tempatnya. Bayangkan.. Bercinta bagai nak rak. Tapi tiada hasilnya. Tsk tsk.. Saya cuba membayangkan jika nasib saya seperti Emma. Oh alangkah sedihnya dan juga menakutkan pada masa yang sama. Oleh itu marilah kita semua menjadi lebih berhati-hati. Baiklah rakan-rakan semua. Sampai di sini sahaja coretan saya buat kali ini. Saya akan kembali dengan lebih banyak lagi ulasan mengenai Dunia Baru pada minggu hadapan. Jumpa lagi!

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

a quote from a friend

"everything is true until we find out tht it's a lie"

very interesting indeed.this for once highlighted the fact tht you have a helluva smart thinking! *clap clap*

happy Tuesday people!
Mine was sucky, hope yours wasn't!

Monday, January 08, 2007

what the heck?

there's a vast difference between keeping yourself busy with things that you like and being kept busy with things that you truly despise. ok so i know that i was supposed to be organizing the Gala Dinner on the 13th. I liked the idea at first. i like organizing stuff like this. because its fun. its waaaaay different from my real scope of office job. which is utterly annoying most of the time with ppl nagging and constantly stalked me. as if they had nutin better to do lah kan. ok fine lah its part of my job to layan ppl (as if lah im so much of a people person.Konon!). But can u ppl like, gimme a break?!? I need space to breathe too okkk!! Haiyohhh!! And this practice thing was also starting to get on my nerves. Waaaarrgghh!!!

im confused whether should i be angry or sad. caught in emotions or should i just use what's left of my patience and relax? hoping tht this awful feeling will just go away. i don't know. my heart aches. i didn't ask for much. im not a demanding bitch. but i just want to be and feel appreciated. for now i just want to be bitter and as angry as i can. its better anyways then feeling sorry for myself, crying over my dissatisfaction and hoping for consolation that would never come.

Friday, January 05, 2007

carrie bradshaw once said..

"When it comes to life and love, why do we believe our worst reviews?"

"I am someone who is looking for love. Real love. Ridiculous, inconvenient, consuming, can't-live-without-each-other love".

..........

Thursday, January 04, 2007

welcome back to reality, najwa!

Happy new year!

So whats your 2007 resolution?

Entering the office after a long holiday was like being snapped back into reality. No more waking up late. No more stretching out lazily on the bed waiting to be called for breakfast. No more staying up late watching nothing on tv. It wasnt rosy at all to work while still trying to get rid of the holiday-hangover. But on a lighter note, it was quite refreshing getting back into the office when almost everyone especially the much-dreaded mrs.boss were still on leave. Oh how I love!
So what's new for me in 2007? Transferred to E1 from a mere seeding. Sekarang guwe bukan lagi benih picisan yo!But still kerja cam kuli. Hohoho.. But a kuli with a much better prospect, I guess. I will also not be handicapped anymore, soon. So pray together for my new baby to be arriving soonest possible, safe n sound! My family and I will also be moving to some place, far far far away. I hate its impossible distance from KLCC. To think that i have to commute every single day to work, was apalling. But I think im gonna like it anyways cos the new house is beautiful. How was everyone's new year's celebration? I celebrated it as usual, the same thing that I've been doing for the past 6-7 of my adolescent years: glued to the TV watching practically everything and also doing what I love most, reading. I was re-reading one of those Judith McNaught's from my very very very dusted collection of novels. and oh Take That is back y'all!!! I know I know. But I just can't stop from loving this British band. I used to have a collection of their posters (yeah among my many posters of Nsync too. Heh) back when i was in high school. I was once a teen too ok! Sungguh lah idola ku mereka ini. My fave of all the members would be (and still is!) Jason Orange. (scroll down scroll down, take a look at my much-idolized Jason. Huahuahua..). I miss listening to Back For Good. Mereka ini tidaklah poyo (I don't care what u have to say about this!) and boleh juga menyanyi lagu2 yg menghiburkan. Anyhouuu.. notice the frequency of these songs being played on air lately?

-Welcome To The Black Parade by My Chemical Romance
-Fergalicious by Fergie
-London Bridge by Fegie
-Wind It Up by Gwen Stefani
-Hate Me by Blue October

I swear if I had to listen to one of this in the next hour, I'd die of mental torture!!!!!!!!! Yuccckkkkssssss!!!!! Be it my biasness or whateva but I just hate all of them. Hoh!!!

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Take That!

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spot him!

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aahh..bliss~~~

I kinda miss the time when I was a tv series-addict. My salvation entertainer: The ever-so-great Sex and The City,Smallville, the O.C and Grey's Anatomy. I used to dream having a life like Carrie Bradshaw, so free, independent and surrounded by never-failed-to-be-there bunch of girlfriends. Where life is all about enjoying what you have at the moment, hanging out at the coolest clubs and cafes and dating gorgeous guys. Mwahahaha.. Angan-angan, boleh? Tom Welling in Smallville? *drool drool* But I also like Lois Lane in there. Very feisty, daring and not to mention, hot! (say it like Paris Hilton does, "Haaaawtt!!") I just like the idea of a teen with superhuman powers still had to go through the struggles like any other normal kid would. It just made Clerk Kent more human and vulnerable. And also the ever-so-witty Seth Cowen with his equal-match gf, Summer Roberts. Tell me why I shouldn't love them. Funny okkk!!!

Last nite, mom picked me up at lrt station coz it was rainining heavily. On the way home, we stopped by a burger stall and ordered some burgers and hotdogs. This stall sold the best burger jalan ever in the whole Gombak, i tell u!! We stayed in the car lah kan since it was raining and waited for our order. So tht abang burger pun sent lah our order to our car and I paid him. My mom being her usual friendly-self pun started lah a conversation, saying something abt the rain and memuji the ketabahan dia berkerja bla bla bla.. I was being polite also lah to him since I was paying him using lotsa lotsa coins. Total=RM12.50. Haaa..Banyak giler tak coins mamat nih kene tadah tangan? As I was apologizing to him abt the hassle of him menadah tgn amik the coins, and getting our burgers at the same time, boleeeeeeh pulak mamat ni cakap aku manja sambil tersengih-sengih. "Anak makcik ni manja ye.." My mom didnt hear it as she was busy talking on the phone. Ape kejadahhhhh?!? Hitting on me with my mom sitting right next to me? Gilaaaaaaaaaa!!! Dan juga gataaaalllllllll!!!! Nasib baik burger kau sedap, kalau tidakkkk... Grrrrrrr!!

*snap back to reality*

Gotta get on with my real work.

So bye for now!