fly me to the moon...
who initiated the use of the word sucky for all that was related to apalling, awful, dreadful and the likes? thanks coz its such a simple word that summarize how i felt at the moment. sucky. my life now. mrs evil boss was away. i should be overwhelmed with joy for there will be no traumatic incidents or tasks, at least temporarily. i could even write this. but why the suckiness? i don't know when or how it all started.
end of negative post.
On a lighter note.today is 14th March. Happy I(1).LOVE(4).YOU(3) Day everyone!
He'll be playing in a basketball league tonight. Wish I could be there and cheer for you. Gimme a B, B!! Ahahaha.. *good luck hugs and kisses*
Tomorrow mrs evil boss is going to be back in the office.Demmit laa..
Friday, March 09, 2007
unlucky in love
if you have watched the movie Cinta, you will know about this character played by Nanu as the lover of a married man. She always got stood up by tht guy everytime they planned to go out. Ok first mmglah salah to bercinta with laki orang. Tapi in terms of perasaan, i just wanna say how frustrating she must have felt every time she was disappointed. To be in a situation where you force yourself to say "it's ok" after hearing numerous apologies and excuses (regardless of whether they're true or not) and forced yourself to think that everything is gonna be fine if only you be a little more lenient, a little more patient or a little more flexible. It was like holding on to nothing. You could never win. If you confronted him then you'd be accused of being not understanding enough laa, kena jadi flexible lagi laa. If you just keep it to yourself, then you'd suffer. But she stayed anywyas. Why? Because she loved him. Or so she thought. It was a sad portrayal of a woman who was unlucky in love. I don't wanna feel like how Nanu felt in that movie.
Happy Friday everyone!
if you have watched the movie Cinta, you will know about this character played by Nanu as the lover of a married man. She always got stood up by tht guy everytime they planned to go out. Ok first mmglah salah to bercinta with laki orang. Tapi in terms of perasaan, i just wanna say how frustrating she must have felt every time she was disappointed. To be in a situation where you force yourself to say "it's ok" after hearing numerous apologies and excuses (regardless of whether they're true or not) and forced yourself to think that everything is gonna be fine if only you be a little more lenient, a little more patient or a little more flexible. It was like holding on to nothing. You could never win. If you confronted him then you'd be accused of being not understanding enough laa, kena jadi flexible lagi laa. If you just keep it to yourself, then you'd suffer. But she stayed anywyas. Why? Because she loved him. Or so she thought. It was a sad portrayal of a woman who was unlucky in love. I don't wanna feel like how Nanu felt in that movie.
Happy Friday everyone!
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
want-or-don't-want vs. ready-or-not-ready
there's a thin line separating these two. how can you really be sure that you want something soo bad but unconsciously you're not ready for it? it could be the other way around but still the question will always be how do you know which category you belong to. like for example, i want my colleague's job, i really do. but do i possess enough capabilities and the right skills & personality for it? yeah u know sometimes what you want is shadowed by all the glitz and glamour attached to it. plus u mite have ppl around you saying tht it'll be a great loss if you don't take it. but is tht wht you really want? are you really capable of doing it? it is such a critical decision to make coz it's your own future tht we're talking abt here. plus, assuming a bigger responsibility has never been a simple issue. maybe we could just take it and learn along the way. go-with-the-flow kinda way. after all, it is all about learning and "growing with the company". same goes with relationship (looks like najwa is gonna start her oprah-talk here!). a friend of mine emailed me (and the rest) abt this matter. it did make me think. a lot. (dem u danny!heh..) is wanting him as my boyfriend the same as i'm ready for a relationship? how do i know i'm ready? how does everyone in the whole wide world know? how does HE know that he's ready? aahh..always with something to ponder on, don't you najwa? it could always be a go-with-the-flow thingy, learning from each other as we go along the way. does tht mean tht we're ready? how much weight does the significance of readiness matter then? the fact tht i love him so dem much doesn't change even by a micromilimiter. but at the end of the day, the question will always be, how do i know?
happy mourn-day everyone!
(i hate mondays)
there's a thin line separating these two. how can you really be sure that you want something soo bad but unconsciously you're not ready for it? it could be the other way around but still the question will always be how do you know which category you belong to. like for example, i want my colleague's job, i really do. but do i possess enough capabilities and the right skills & personality for it? yeah u know sometimes what you want is shadowed by all the glitz and glamour attached to it. plus u mite have ppl around you saying tht it'll be a great loss if you don't take it. but is tht wht you really want? are you really capable of doing it? it is such a critical decision to make coz it's your own future tht we're talking abt here. plus, assuming a bigger responsibility has never been a simple issue. maybe we could just take it and learn along the way. go-with-the-flow kinda way. after all, it is all about learning and "growing with the company". same goes with relationship (looks like najwa is gonna start her oprah-talk here!). a friend of mine emailed me (and the rest) abt this matter. it did make me think. a lot. (dem u danny!heh..) is wanting him as my boyfriend the same as i'm ready for a relationship? how do i know i'm ready? how does everyone in the whole wide world know? how does HE know that he's ready? aahh..always with something to ponder on, don't you najwa? it could always be a go-with-the-flow thingy, learning from each other as we go along the way. does tht mean tht we're ready? how much weight does the significance of readiness matter then? the fact tht i love him so dem much doesn't change even by a micromilimiter. but at the end of the day, the question will always be, how do i know?
happy mourn-day everyone!
(i hate mondays)
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