i miss....
I miss the days when i had the freedom to do things just because i wanted to. I miss being fun. I miss being crazy with my girlfriends. We all have our own lives to live nowadays. Not that it's bad thing because we move on to new chapters in our lives. I miss shopping. Like, really, major-spendthrift-mission-shop-till-you-drop, buying stuff that you don't even need. I miss playing dressing up acording to what i feel that day. During uni days, I dressed up creatively to express my thoughts and feelings. Which i couldn't do now coz if i did, kena discplinary action pulak. I miss feeling that I could change the world. I miss the feeling of thinking that I was unique and had something extraordinary to offer to the world, and somewhat that made me feel special eventhough in reality it wasnt really true. Heh. I miss being on my own, taking charge of how to manouver my own life (while wearing a pair of sexy, killer heels). I miss making decisions without thinking twice. I miss walking along the Brisbane river in the evenings, breathing in fresh air. It always did wonders to clear my head.I miss being surrounded by strangers in a foreign land, where I could hide behind my anonimity and do whatever i wanna do. I miss earning RM5 per hour for an honest day of work, and somehow, still feeling happy at the end of the day. Those were the days where i didnt have to think about the future, just living a carefree life. I miss meeting positive-minded and happy people who seems content with their simple lives although they were struggling to make ends meet. I miss the times when the only expectations that i had to meet were my own.
I stumbled upon these simple yet wise words, which i feel i have to share it.
"In life, there will always be things, or people, that make us cry, that betray us, that steal from us, that make us wanna kill ourselves at a certain point of time. But let go. Let go of the anger, the grudge, and any intention for revenge. Let go and see the bigger picture. An unhappy moment in life, is just another moment among other moments to come. Let go and move on.
And let go of the people who hurt you. They are toxic. It's nice to be nice, but it's wiser to be wise. I believe God taught us to be nice to people, but God never told us to please everyone we know. We have the right to do the right thing. And as the owner of our own life, we know what's right for us."
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