i wish vending machines sell hot food

Yesterday I was working on my assignment in the lab till late in the evening. Due today. So freaking stressed out semalam. The work involved was not a lot but the questions, aiyoo, were so freaking complicated. Me and Maz were cramming our brains trying to answer all of them. Thank God I wasn’t alone taking this subject. If I was, I would be soo screwed up. And yesterday, was also the day all the food stalls went on strike. Sket2, strike. Sket2, rally..Hmmph..I totally forgot about it. So, I ended up eating Arnotts Shapes form the vending machine for lunch. Huhuhu.. Eleee..Macam laa tak biase. Last year was worst. Eating stuff from the vending machine was like a routine. Since, I had to stay back in the ITEE lab, almost everyday for group projects, and plus, I would be too tired too cook when I got back. And thank God, I don’t have any group work this sem and theres Abg Khalid, who makes sure we all get our dinners on time. I just realized something. If anyone wants to know when is the time that the ITEE students are busy with their assignments and stuff, just go and check the vending machines out. Kalau the food inside of it dah tinggal sikit, tu maksudnye tgh peak hour la tu…

a weekend of fun in pink


Inilah housemates saye..(From right: Rabbit, Fazz anad me)
:: In front of the pool before heading to the city to watch the Anzac Parade ::



Birthday girl and I
:: before our glorious transition to pink..Hehe.. ::



Fazz's party after the Anzac Parade. Theme: PINK!
:: Somehow,everyone looked soo radiant in pink ::


even Aerosmith loves pink :)

Pink-its my new obsession,
Pink-its not even a question,
Pink-on the lips of your lover,
cause Pink is the love you discover

Pink-as the bing on your cherry,
Pink-cause you are so very,
Pink-its the color of passion,
cause today it just goes with the fashion

Pink-it was love at first sight,
Pink-when I turn out the light,
Pink-gets me high as a kite,
And I think everything is going to be all right,
No matter what we do...

Yeaahh..embrace the pink!

a special entry for Fazz:

H A P P Y
21 st
B I R T H D A Y!!

semoga panjang umur and murah rezeki selalu :)

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warrggggghhhhhhh...!!!!!!!

My Friendster's Horoscope: Today's forecast..

The Bottom Line
You're bouncing off the walls today! Use that energy to charm someone special.

In Detail
For better or worse, someone has captured your attention, totally and completely. You can't remember the last time you felt this way. And there's a good reason for that: You probably haven't ever felt this way. At least, not since becoming an adult. It's called passion, and this wave of it is here for at least the day. What you do with it is up to you, of course, but you can cross arguing off the list right away.

Errkk..?!?! Apekah ini???..

in dire need of going to the lab..please help!

sesape yang:

• nak gi lab ITEE waktu malam
• nak stay overnite kat ITEE lab
• giler rase tak produktif buat keje kat rumah
• and giler rase nak buat keje kat ITEE lab

within this week, sile maklumkan kepada saye,ok...

currently in the makan-cam-tapir phase..aarrgghhh!!!!

those old days...

I browsed through K.Am’s blog today. On of my dearest dormmates in STF 7 years back. She just celebrated her 23rd birthday. So, Happy Belated Birthday to you!! "Buaya makhluk asing Gred A"..Haha.. Sound familiar to you tak K.Am? Hehe.. Though you might forget what that means but I still remember this gelaran very clearly. Hope you had the best birthday ever!

Out of the blue, all the memories of birthday celebrations back in high school are coming back to me. I am not the kind of person who celebrate my birthday before coming to STF. There, birthday celebrations are a tradition. I think it was because we were far away from our families, so in order to avoid from feeling homesick, birthdays were celebrated. The simplest but sweetest way was being waked up at midnight by your dormmates and close friends. And they sang happy birthday to you. And they gave you a birthday card and each and everyone of them would give you a big warm hug. It was really simple. Nothing grand. No cake, no gigantically wrapped presents, no ballons, lampu pun takde, gelap je sebab dah off-lights..Nyanyi pun kena pelan-pelan,takut nanti warden marah.Hehe.. But it was really really sweet. Just when you thought noone remembered your birthday and you were feeling really gloomy about it that you went straight to bed after prep malam, then all of a sudden, at 12 midnite sharp, people gathered around your bed and sang happy birthday. Terharunye..

Among the presents that I got during my 5 years in STF, I wont ever forget this one. It was a huge box full of Twisties. When I said huge, I really meant it. It was really really huge, people. I was in Form 4 and I had this weakness for Twisties (the one in the red wrapper especially and still a big fan up to now) and other sorts of junk food. I could eat only Twisties everyday and skipped the other meals, which wasnt good for my health (I nearly had an eating disorder at that time, but that was a different story). Anyways, I was really touched by the effort made by my friends in searching for the big box and of course the many packets of Twisties to fill up the box. If I was not mistaken, Twisties kat Ko-op tuh habes dibeli oleh rakan2 ku just so that the box was really filled with them. Best gell!! If you are reading this, Nurulakmal Obet, Fado, Neila and several other names that I couldn’t remember, THANK YOU!

Looking back at those birthday memories, I realize how I miss those old days. There are so many things that I miss that I dont know where to begin. I even miss the time when I was caught red-handed mase main-main tekan fire alarm nye emergency button and nearly got smacked for it by the warden on duty.

Now that I am older, birthdays mean a lot more to me. Though its nice to have a gathering, a party or makan-makan with all your friends but in the end, these dont really matter. It isnt about how many presents you are getting but it is about how people that you love and care about show that they really care for you by just being there. Its their thoughtfulness and presence that matter to me the most.

1,2,3 tarik nafas.........hembus.....

For the last 2 or 3 days I have been stroppy, unreasonable and moody.Thousands of appologies to those who were offended by my weird behaviour.I am really really sorry if what I said and did hurt your feelings or menambahkan kerisauan and kepeningan kepala.I didn't mean any of it.Even if I did,I should have done it in a more considerate and tactful way(in which, I still don't know how..) Probably because I am under a great deal of stress and been thinking quite a lot lately (as usual) .Anyways, I'm feeling a bit better now.I think I need to have some more chocolaty things..

Got a call from Azree just now letting me know that March allowance and OSHC sudah di settle kan.Wuhoo!!! Finally...Berjanggut tunggu..Rupe-rupenye they got confused with the names yg kene hantar letter and teroverlooked my name (among the other students' names yg tak dpt jugak..) He appologized and sounded genuinely terrible about it(which was goood and nice to hear).

He checked the amount that I should get and said "So,your OSHC and March allowance should be in by today..Waahh..Banyak jugak you dapat this month.Oshc $xxx plus March allowance $xxx..Kaya laa you sekarang.Bagus jugak ye you tak dapat semua skali that day"(Followed by his gelak2 kecil which I think he was trying nak cover laa tuh..)

Haah,ye la..Sempat ye buat lawak.Tak tau betapa meranenye poket ku last month..

Went to the city just now.Initial intention was to get a nice,long, chunky necklace for myself.But then couldn't find any.Been looking for it over the summer till now.Enggak ketemu lagik.Bagaimana nih?..Huh..Ended up buying some aromatherapy stuff.A nice smelling,green liquid Aroma Spa foam bath.Went in and out of many shops.Seen lots of interesting stuff.Like the apple green cardigan kat Valley Girl, knitted wear, the stripey and checked retro pants kat Tempt, and oh the baby blue velvet blazer kat JayJays..CANTEKK!! i want,i want,iwant!! Too bad allowance tak masuk lagi.If not,you will definitely be mine,you pretty little blazer..Bahiah bought something at VG.Ifran pun shopping gak.Busan la nih..2 more days before uni starts! Didn't do much work.But if you count lepak2,melalak,tgk network movie and main card as work.Then,mmg banyak! Oh well,from my definition of fun I had a seriously good time this Easter Break.Tremendous FUN :)

I:

• am not feeling well (extremely painful sore throat)
• want waffles for breakfast tomorrow
• wanna watch more movies (like The Pacifier,Sepet and Be Cool - again?Yep..)
• wanna enrol in Luis Pinto dance classes (me dancing?Oh yeah..)
• wanna listen to Thirsty Merc's My Completeness
• want TIRAMISU really really bad
• wish the River Festival is tomorrow
• wanna be in a band and play drums
• need to be more sensible towards the jokes of other people(eventhough they're not funny)
• really wanna go to Three Monkeys and Kylie Minogue's concert
• need to have Boost Juice's King William's Chocolate
• wanna learn kickboxing
• want shoes,shoes,shoes,shoes,shoes and more shoes
• want to design my own wedding gown
• need to learn to control unwanted silly facial expressions
• wish I could turn back time and play Faris Daniel for Drama Blok more properly(me acting? Ooooh yeah..)
• am obviously bored(or in a state of denial.You do have A LOT OF WORK waiting to be done,you know..) and it's only the first day of Easter Break.

things do get worse when you think they just couldn't get any worse and things do get better when you think they just couldn't get any better..

1) It was always stressful 2 or 3 days before my meeting with my beloved supervisor.I have to prepare myself with questions,ideas,suggestions and worse, my progress of the week.It's not that he put pressure on me.He's very supportive,flexible,lenient,helpful,funny and not to mention classically good-looking (he's from Greek background.Whoppa!). I was really stressed out today before our meeeting coz my research this week was kinda going nowhere.I was really really lost.I was ready to reschedule my meeting.Ntah camne ntah,I just went for the meeting feeling so unprepared and nervous.Luckily,it turned out ok.Better than ok actually.Got heaps of useful stuff for my thesis esp on how to develop my Visualization Tests.Plus,I got extra help from another Lecturer who offered to help me with the movies.Yey!


2) My mom accident kene langgar Kembara while she was riding her motorbike.It happened somewhere near KLCC.Alhamdulillah the injuries weren't so serious(according to my Mom la but I really think it was serious.Her knees koyak teruk..) and she's recovering. It happened last Friday.I just knew about it yesterday.Why? Coz when I called home last Sunday,the entire family didn't say anything about the accident and in fact everyone sounded happy and fine.Semuanye adelah kerane tidak mahu anaknye ini risau. Padahal at that time she wasn’t in a good condition. I was sooo shocked when I finally knew about it.Cam nak nangis ade(nangis dah pun),gelabah,cuak,gabra,risau,cam nak balik Mesia jam tu jugak dll..But everything’s fine now.Syukur sangat2.....

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My sister will undergo her operation this Thursday. I called mom last Sunday. She told my sister is doing ok despite the fact she will undergo an operation to remove a lump in her breast. We first knew about it when she went for a medical check-up utk that PKN thing.They found out there was a lump. So, they told us to wait coz they need to do like, a further diagnosis to know whether its just a lump or more serious than that. We waited for them to call. Kesian sangat my sister. She freaked out and cried when the doctor told her about the lump. But then, who wouldn’t? Simply being a woman puts any female at risk of breast cancer. Lagi-lagi at the age of 18. Absolutely terrifying. Plus the anxiety of getting her SPM result lagi at that time. Bertambah-tambah takut and stress la die..Alhamdulillah..The result of the diagnosis confirmed that the lump has got nothing to do with breast cancer. But still, it must be removed to prevent any further discomfort.

Hang in there!!

Self reminder: Must call sister before the operation. Must. Must. Must. Please do not forget.

mission accomplished!

me and salwas hot n troppo pancake
aiza n dilas Strawberry punch pancake
fazzs yummy Nachos
aizas wedges with sweet chilli and sour cream
fazzs iced chocolate

= happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy,happy..tralalalalalalalalalala..

only if u can see the wide grin on my happy face, then you know how important the eating spree is at Pancake Manor's yesterday

aaahh..still couldnt wipe that grin off my face today =)

PQSA Dinner

We had dinner with the Petronas VIPs last nite at Innes Room. It was nice. Been there before for Bruneian Nite so I kinda know what to expect in terms of the food and the setting. I LOVE the PowerPoint presentation by Dollah and Huda. With <Standing In The Eyes OF The World> as the background music, descriptive pictures, sufficient information, ade video clips lagi..To my amazement, the overall outcome was excellent. Technically, it was really really interactive and this is even more highlighted by the fact that no fancy programs were used to produce the presentation. Just PowerPoint. Simple. Well done guys!!

And then, I talked to Mr.Aziz regarding my March allowance yang tak masuk2 lagi. And he simply told me that :Maybe awak tak hantar surat lagi kot:Surat pekebende lak nih. Aku pun tanye dengan muka yg sgt2 blur :Surat ape En.Aziz?: :Justification letter for your results last sem and a study plan. Awak tak hantar lagi, sebab tu allowance tak masuk lagi: Waaah..Aku takyah hantar la justification letter tuh. Aku tak fail maa. In front of quite a number of people lak tuh. Chett! Malu la nih..:Tapi saye memang sure yang saye tak perlu hantar ape2 surat based on results saye arituh.Confirm En.Aziz:Dengan sengih2 kambing nye, he told me that he will look into this matter ngan Azree. Duhh..Apparaa..

Anyways, I would really like to think that last nite event was a success even though there were minor flaws here and there. But then, normal la tuh..Nothing’s perfect.. And again, congratulations to everyone who was involved. Your effort was definitely worthwhile.Hopefully someone will upload the pictures a.s.a.p..

what i really really want right now is..

any pancake with ice cream plus choc sauce and banana

and also Oreo..

di atas normal - peter pan

pikiranku

tak dapat ku mengerti

kaki di kepala

kepala di kaki

pikiranku

patutnya menyadari

siapa yang harus

dan tak harus ku cari

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

sesuatu

yang harus ku sadari

kau tinggalkanku

tanpa sebab yang pasti

sesuatu yang harusnya terjadi

kau sakiti aku

kau yang harus ku benci

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

tetapi tak dapat ku mengerti

ku mencari sesuatu yang telah pergi

ku mencari hati yang ku benci

ku mencari sesuatu yang tak kembali

ku mencari hati yang ku benci

ku mencari tetap tak dapat ku temui

ku mencari hati yang ku benci

In red,relevant,yang lain takde kene mengene.Suke bangat lagu ni!

Let go of any hatred you have because anger makes you age

I will have to agree with it. I am disappointed right now that I am angry. And I am afraid that it will turn into intense dislike and I hate myself for being in this state. Hatred and anger are like a time bomb. Given a time limit, it will keep ticking and when the time comes, it will go off. As hatred and anger are slowly being built up inside you, there will be many possible obstructive consequences that you might see. Mentally exhausted, vengeance, bitching, backstabbing, cattiness, rumours spreading and loads more. The outcome? Faster aging and a depressing life. And one day when you cannot hold it back any longer, you will explode just like a volcano.

But sometimes, you just cannot help from hating someone at his or her first sight. Or being annoyed with tiny-little-baby-hiccups matters. Or even worse, you cant even recall the reason you are infuriated in the first place. So, why am I angry in the first place? I am not sure. Maybe I have expectations that are not being met and questions that are not answered that led me feeling uncertain about things. If only I know all the answers, things will be so much easier. Can save myself from aging quickly and stay a bit younger.

You put one foot in the future and one foot in the past, you will shit on the present.